The Depth

 I was interested in finding life by going in deep and deeper. I reached to a stage which made me a frog in the well. I had difficulty in seeing and realizing the out side world.

ऊंचाई पर जाने की पहली शर्त है, गहराइयों में जाना

अगर गहराइयों में जाओगे तो ऊंचाइयो पर पहुचोगे

                                               -   15^th May 1991

When I had to come to the surface for interacting with the world, my intentions used to spread along the surface and it got dissolved on the surface. There was no response. The Universe did not care to listen to it.

But now I feel that being in the deepness is a blessing. If I shoot up my intentions from here, they will attain more heights, it will sky rocket in the Universe and perhaps somebody will feel it.

The begining

प्रदीप जोशी ने मुझे प्रेरित किया तो फलस्वरूप यह शुभारम्भ है
It started with deep thinking.
The first thing which came to mind that I should get rid of my sticking with the belief that if I publish something on this blog, it will be pirated by my good (!) friends.But, on reflecting, it became very clear that whatever I think that 'I think' is not mine.
The thoughts are like clouds, they come and go, they do not belong to any specific person. This time I got the opportunity and therefore I am having them!
It came to my mind that while listening to सुन्दर काण्ड I was perplexed by the story of a राक्षस who used to grab any bird flying around by pulling its shadow. When श्री हनुमान was flying across the sea, he happened to encounter this powerful creature. I wonder how a transparent personality like श्री हनुमान can be influenced by such forces?
It is perhaps our 'dark' shadow which always accompany us, creates problems for us. The image which we have or want to have is creating problem, why not to bother about such image?
so,  a new beginning requires me to deal with my assumptions first.